7 hours of summer

Not the night that i tought before when we had a little chat,and im basicly leave the chat cause i wont say goodbye.
Not the morning that i expected when you're not the way that i wanted to.

Days goes passed by the plans,here we go with the one that we choose. The day i'll never forget,the best 7 hours of my summer i spent with you. even i can still count the words i said that day.
Im surely remember the way you run your hand trough your hair and i was like screaming unsound behind your back.
sun to the moon,we're still living in our junior high time,and the time i've been waiting for days are over.
too shame to tell you how it feels,have no words to say thankyou for the time. you're just so cool and straight and cold.. absent mindedly making me want you.

im not like those girls you've dated before,maybe i cant wear different bags or shoes or heels or dress everytime i go. but i've been living a year with unfixed feelings,and with just a second you smiled right at me,BAM! its fixed.

cause i think, maybe, probably, big possibility, love you.

i was enchanted to meet you

to the one who start,to the one who left
to the one who care,to the one who cared
to the one who knew my self better than me
to the one who laugh,to the one who sang
lips. eyes. T-shirt. skinny jeans. vans = you. yours.
where you hide your sweet smile?
where you put the key of your mouth,to smile. to sing. to talk. to me.
why you wont open your eyes when im around?
old friend,i still have the untold story,and i hope you do the same way.
i already love you before i met you,i've been waitin all my life
its been a long time since you came around,its been a long time since you open your mouth
how you speak,how you walk,who you stand
how you sing,how you care,how you call
how you stare,how you shut it up
how you want me to leave,how you left
everything happen always reminds me of you
you,its always been you.
after all the things happen,you deserve it and same thing to me too.
your brown dark eyes always seems so bright and real
at last i saw the light,running up the sky of blue.
sitting. waiting. dreaming.
to get you back,to be around you,to hear your voice.
i'll wait,i know i cant but i can wait forever,until you come and give my heart back into my hand,
for a second time.
so tell me when the stars will fall,cause i knew you knew my wishes is always been you.
cause pretending and forcing everything is not easy like its seems.
fuck the distance/everything that kept us away,you should be here.
  cause missing you is like zebra withouth stripes,like unicorn without wings.

like me,without your red light.

HANDS DOWN

HANDS DOWN  by dashboard confessional never fail to rock my mood up.

Tersadarkan oleh kerinduan

Jatuhnya daun dari pohon yag mengetuk kepalaku dan membuka mata ku,menyadarkan ku kalau aku akan kehilangan hal hal yang tak bisa di rangai dengan kalimat puitis,secepatnya. 12 tahun aku bersama kalian di ora et labora panglima polim. Dari luar dan dalam aku telusuri,baik dan buruknya hal aku ketahui,dan semua perjuangan kebersamaan akan berakhir.

kehilangan adalah hal terburuk bagiku. waktu terus berlari,mengejar sebuah tujuan yang belum tercapai. setelah setengah tahun aku mengalami masa senior year,akan secepatnya pun aku kembali merasakan masa junior year,di tempat baru.
aku yakin,suatu saat.. di saat tak ada kabar buruk. kita berkumpul disini,dan mengingat semuanya bersama. di atas rumput hijau,di bawah langit biru & terik mata hari.. juga di atas lapangan yang penuh kenangan.

disaaat aku tak tahu siapa yang harus aku percaya,aku menemukan kalian. aku mempunyai kalian,aku berhutang pada kalian. senyuman,air mata,teriakan,bisikan,obrolan yang kita sudah lalui tidak akan terlupa sepersen pun.

terimakasih semuanya,terimakasih. Buat kalian yang sudah menemani ku duduk sebangku,dan duduk sekelas sampai kelas 6/9tahun. Terimakasih,air mata kesenyuman tidak dapat mengatasi perpisahan.
Melepaskan dengan harapan suka cita adalah jalan satu satunya,aku percaya. aku berjanji. kita akan bertemu lagi,di atas lapangan yang penuh kenangan,di dalam kantin yang penuh canda tawa,dan di dalam kelas.. tempat kita melakukan semuanya bersama.

semuanya akan terus berlanjut sampai kelak,sampai jumpa kawan(s)

i'll see you guys when i see you,lots of hopes,dreams,and love.

,jemima xina wyaneth

KELLY CHRISTY TOUCH DOWN 14th !

its like yesterday,how we met,how we spell each other name and how we share our foods . and how we hold each other hand so tight when we're goin to cross the street.

2002,i met you. we spend 70% of our childhood togeher. tears and joys we've been through. fight and jokes we've been through. made us sill here,still guessing for tomorrow.

i know you pretty well,its already 10 years. the sun watched every single things we do,the sky carry us. the stars help us shine at night. if they could talk they wouldtell us that we're crazy.

there's a part in "sahabat kecil" 's lyrics by ipang.

"tak pernah terlewatkan,dan tetap mengagguminya. kesempatan seperti ini,tak akan bisa di beli. bersama mu ku habiskan waktu,senang untuk mengenal dirimu,rasanya semua begitu sempurna sayang untuk mengakhirinya"

you are here when we need you. when mirror cant tell what happen,when we dont know who to blame,when we dont know what dress should we wear or what shoes should we wear.

you are unnpredictable. you are idiot & silly.  but thats why we love you.

theres still lots of words i want to write here,i'll write this sometimes cause im working on my sentence,im working on my play on words. i get it this time... you're out of words. you dont use words.

as your bestfriends,we dont expect too much except your happiness,healt and keep on Jesus's way.

for a thou time,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MATE{}

                saturday,September 4th 2011.

with love and a hudge hug,

   JEMIMA XINA WYANETH & JESSICA HOSSANA

it was night

laying in my bed,staring to those glow in the dark stars wallpaper,thingking bout some one who changed.

pillow wont tell what happens,if thesse walls could talk,they would have so much to say. phone isnt ring,the red light is dead.

tears falls and i heard your voice its keeps me going. light off,the darkness friend me tonight. if i sleep i'll see you in my dream,cause we all know when we try sleeping with a broken heart,the hardest thing

is waking up.

my eyes blame my self,but my heart said we can blame it on the changes. i've tried a thou ways to get the old you back but you're like stars,theres a million stars upstairs but just one that shine so bright.

time keeps running,it will never stop.

i keep asking my self " is theres somethin that i can fix? that take me back to 24juny? and give back my 13?that can make my days seems so...bright?"

(sometimes when we "have to" move on,and ourselfs is disagree,we can let love find a way,and  let people around us make love be fine)

i'll tell you abt this person. called,yovinda pricila.

manusia yang kalo di liat dari twitternya anteng banget @yovindapricila tapi kalo di bbm esemeleh. manusia cantik berambut tebal layer ini bisa di follow blog nya http//yovinnda.blogspot.com manusia berjiwa seni dan photography.

manusia berjiwa pelawak dengan kacamata besarnya mengandalkan fisheye,polaroyyyddeeeee dan SLR untuk menghilangkan rasa bosannya juga punya hobi menghamburkan uang. PLIS YA TOLONG YOVINDA ABIS MECAHIN CELENGAN AYAM TARUHAN PASTI LARI KE GI ATAU SENCY AHHAHAHAHHHAHAH.

makanan sehari harinya adalah es batu yang merusak behelnya perlahan perlahan. huraayyyy.tapi dia ngangenin bo! waktu dia cabut mengunjungi koko kesayangan.. koko ww HHHAHAHAHAH di seattle. demi apapun bbm kerasa banget sepinya. dia punya boneka ugly dolls.. boneka kecil tapi berarrti banyak buat dia (gakdenggatausebenernya) HIAHAHHAHAHA.

asal kalian tau semua ya yovinda itu one in million. gak boong deh dia bener bener unik se unik uniknya. dimana lagi lo bakal nemu orang yang koleksi boxer? manusia ini juga sering ngerjain dan ngibulin gue. ga tau gue yang terlalu bolot apa dia yang terlalu pinter. yeaaaa tapi dia baik hati rajin menabung dan tidak sombong.

jemima&yovinda =

yovinda always there when i need her,always listen when i need a person to cry on,she know everything about my lovelife,and the best part is "theres no drama between us" WUFF U YUVVV